ha.wat a week. or i shld say wat a weekend...weekdays are all the same to mi...work..work..work..bla!!ok,yesterday was cool.had sevice which i didn't kinda understand.but aywys,went down town with the gang and sort of caught up with ah galv. ah galv was feeling kinda sick,so the session was quite "sick" ..both of us was like staring at each other...and we were kinda sleepy..hope u get better!! =p took a little walk down esplanade later on in the night and took some wacky,silly or watever u call it photos..haha...kel!!upload it soon k?lol..come to think of it..its really the first time i've really taken photos at the esplanade and with the merlion...ya..swah ku..i know...
mmm.a new week,a new day. but still the same old boring mi..ha..feeling kinda sleepy now..(again)zZZzzzz...
i was tunning into channel eight at that time when this message flashed pass the screen."!#$%^&*()...." too tired,didn't care what was it.probably some event happening overseas,could be another bombing or wat..few minutes later,recieved a sms from galv saying that nicool highway collasped.wat??!! nicoll highway?collasped??
First thought, "huh???highway collasped??in singapore??any one hurt??" that was about the time i took notice of the message flashing pass every now and then.."lastest news,nicoll highway collasped at around 3.30pm...one dead,two..."
Second thought, "erm....didn't i cycled past Nicoll highway two days ago???it's Nicoll highway rite..mmm..yea..it was..i did cycled past it.." heart froze 4 a few seconds..
Once again,events have proven that life itself can be that unknowing...imagine if i cycled past that highway on that particular day at that particular time..wat will become of mi??gone??whu knows..the collaspse was shocking and unpredicting.It makes mi wonder,life can be like tat.one minute we're standing tall,the next,brr.r..r.r..u're gone;in a rumble..see that irony??
i've finally realised one thing.i'm not that strong afterall,i can't pretend nothing has happened.Putting up a brave fornt,as if i'm not blown away by the fact.It's starting to fall apart,in fact it has.well at least i dun haf to look for answers now,its rite in fornt of mi;in the face.guess tis is it...mmm..yea...
in hope of anyone whu turn on their coms and arrived here..if anyone is reading this,all i want to say is...Read on..Ha...but i personally dun think anyone wld revsit a blog that is untouched,unkept,unpopular and most of all,un-updated for abt a month..
Life at Work, I'm beginning to appreciate the privilege and comfort we as teenagers(if ah galv. and mark is reading this,sry,i'm not including u guys..=p) hold.Dun noe if u all feel the same..but seriously,its not easy to be out in the working society.Its one big ocean out there,and i tell you,its not easy surviving out there.Sometimes,especially when you're met up with something down or disturbing.u really feel like throwing in the white towel and just simply,walked out of it.It requires a whole lot of discipline and responsibility to shrug off all that(feelings).u can't just walk out of a job becoz you're troubled or something.Its called professionalism,being able to do your job despite other issues.Its hard,especially 4 mi.I tend to think a lot..especially problems that haf problems in it<--0_o?tats why..it gets a little robotic once u get use to working life,u hardly have time to do things u like.sun rises,sun sets.sun rises again,sun sets again.BoRinG...lol..People u are working with plays an important role.With the fact that i'll have to see their faces 12hours/5days or more,it wld probably be wise not to create any misunderstandings in the first place.. So my final point will be to those whu are studying,Dun complain wat stress wat stress,u haven seen the worst!!study hard!!!
Life in sipritual, wobbly,wobbly.all i can say is two words.draw strength...draw strength.... Life as in life, u dun really haf time for other stuffs or think abt things when you're working..but when the nite is dark, and the moon is up...(juz pretend its nite lah har,i noe i work nite shift,sleep in the morning.)and when everything is all so quiet.(once again,please pretend.the drilling continues next door..grr!!)u can't help but think of things,events that u never understand y..y??y?!??!! "y muz like this leh..","cannot like that meh..","y cannot?","how u noe cannot?","how u noe can?" yes..yes..once again..questions..questions..but none of them answered..haha..been really upight with all that thinking these days...trying to shun from ppl for a period of time rite now...need time 2 b alone..to think some more??lol..dun noe...juz think 4 the time being..haha..
Can't promise when i'll be writing again...but whu cares..no ones reading this..haha..