(JULY 29)
17 years ago,on this very day..at exactly 0720,a legend was born...a little boy come unto this earth..just like any another ordinary child...from there...he took his first step...his first soken word...his first fight...his first pimple...his first expreience with love...the list goes on..
17 years later,he sits in front of the com and wishes himself a happy birthday..
yupe,it me.sweet sventeen???i reckon..i dun feel any better...
was actually bombarded with SMSes from yesterday nite and today...i was trying to some some sleep??!?!?!! =) first like to say sorry for those whom i've never replied...too many to..=p and to those whu didn't drop mi message..thanks for not disturbing my sleep yesterday...but u cld send mi in the afternoon watz...lol..jk..=) apart from the SMSes...this year...sadly...didn't recieved any cards or things...except one....ah ha.....let mi explain...
for my birthdae,this year was a little bit different from the past years...for a start,the "tradition" of coming over to my house to celebrate was abolished...guessed i was too old for such "birthday parties"..lol... haha...call mi weird or wat...haha...there wasn't any celebrations....
there was no big gathering,no big cake, and most importantly...no gifts!!ha!!!dun noe why but i didn't feel like having a birthday this year...(ah ha, becareful wat u wish for..fua hahaha..)speaking of wish..i never made one tis year...(when do they ever come ture.....)so wish for wat??lol...and since there was no celebration...no one actually sang a birthday song to mi in person...sad rite...but in my heart..something tell mi i was wrong...
nevertheless,i made it to sch at 6 for a welcome meeting for the BB primiers...it was kinda of a ice-breaker thing...was feeling boring all the way anyway..haha..then came this question:"ok,whus birthday is today??"
i didn't stunned.
i didn't dropped dead.
i just jumped out of my seat and proceed to the front..
now not one but these 80 over people just started to sing this birthday song to mi...touched*
he answered my prayers.
then the fella gave me this water bottle which i wanted to get at sports connection since there is a 50% discount storewide(yes!!happening now!!!)
everything falls in place??
My first(and the last) gift recieved 4 my bdae.
a gift from God?
He answered my prayers.
i want to write something....but what??????hmmm.......
maybe i shld stop this...maybe its boring u ppl..haha...
but 4 now...hee...
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
0PPs ..hE d|D |+ aGA|N!! fua hahahaz..
i'm now dead tired after a game of soccer beside Rulang primary..my right leg feels a bit cranky and threatens to injure my old wound again..lol..=pdidn't really noe how i fell that time..*a half turn around the ball and i found myself tumbling down to the ground..only to find myself limping out of the court..haha..the game was really putting stress on my body..now..i can't breathe regularly..my vision is a bit blur..my legs are xhuasted..hahaz...=p thats the problem when u dun exercise regualrly.. hehe.. but the game turned out to be great..scored a couple of goals(at last!!=p)slipped a couple of times..it was nice playing in the rain...at least u won't feel so hot...heez..hmmz..i dn noe whetehr i shld be saying this..but it's got to be the joke of the day..:we were about to finish the game.. it was around 11 plus i think..then we got SUM fella whu somehow got a fantastic pass from someone..twist and turn here and there..pulled his beautiful leg back..gave a nice little kick on the ball..and its a GOAL!!but that fella slipped and fell on da back of his head..and tat SUMone SUMhow dun noe how tear his pants..talk about bad luck..hahahaz..i wun tell u whu tat fella is lah..u all guess loh..hehehez..for tat SUMone whu is reading this..u can msg mi . i'm offering a 'deletion fee' of a meal of your incident.hehehez...aywy.. the paper today was quite alright..i didn't knew wat i was writing..oh well hahaz... gtg.. my DEAR bro. is giving mi tat face le..wld be back at 7!!hehe!=p and vic and kim!!we're sry to leave u behind!!hehez..=p
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raining now...dun noe why..but i like rains in the night....cooling...refreshing...like everything is being cleansed up...mmm...
new week...life is about the same...sch is as "exicting" it can get...ZzzzzZZzz....
when you're feeling really bad,
and things get really sad.
your buds will give ya a pat.
to make u really gald.
the pain,the troubles or even your nagging dad.
throw it all out and feel the freedom air.
sure,somehow the pain is always there.
but by the blood of the brothers i'll be with u i swear.
ever wonder how ppl arrived the term"deep shit" and "digging your own shit" from??? i think i know...cause i literally did it...not trying to sound gross here..but i'm suffering a very bad constipation now....and yes....i was in deep shit,and yes i dug my shit out..shall not explain how i did it coz its totally =x...i hope u haven eaten anything b4 u were reading this...feeling super terrible now....i feel my whole body is weak..the worst thing is...i dun think its all done...drinking gallons of water now to help the situation and swallowed down a few fibre pills..lets pray all things goes well...anyway the whole idea of this entry is to ask u guys to listen to your mum and finish your greens!!!!aw.....really dun feel very good rite now...i swear if i make it out alive,i wld eat greens every meal!!!
suddenly my poem cells starts to perk up and here goes.. =p
if the response is good..more may be coming up..hurhur...
LOST.
looking out the window,that is all rusty and old.
i can't help but to think,what will tomorrow unfold.
is it a pain, or is it a gain?
to live a life like you're in a game.
u think...u think and u think too much..
juz to realise you're not that smart.
oh i'm lost oh i'm lost...
to wonder why my smile was forced.
i'm sure i'll find the answer one fine day.
just hope that i'll take it in a light-hearted way.
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
2 sW|M..0R N0+ 2 Sw|M...
i'm now in the middle of very compilcated situation..deciding whether to go for a swim,or sleep?anyway it has been YEARS!since i haf gone for a swim.i missed the hot sun that burns my skin..and whu can forget the cooling,(salty) and refreshing chlorine water (which occasionally gets into my mouth..=p) that juz make u feel soo0o0o0o0 g00d when you're in it..And boy oh boy..i really really getting fatter and fatter le..dun noe even if my swimming trucks fit anymore..help!!gr... hehez..=p in the midst of deciding whether to sleep or swim..(swim<--...-->sleep?...swim?<--slepp?<--..-->swim? =p)..let mi bring u through tis morn's e math paper..well to be honest..the paper wasn't set out to kill..like wat aston told mi.. it was quite alright lah i guess..but anyways..i alo fail one lohz..=p but at least this time i haf a whole lot of things to write on the paper..yes. a good sign...=p(phew..)hmm..now left with two papers and a prac. hanging on in there...=p the prata session was g00d..uncle prata's prata is da beS+!! i can't be wrong!=p ok..hmmz.. going back to my decision.. swim?sleep?swim?sleep?swim?sleep? ok:"sleep".=p
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time on poly turned out to be going real fast..i'm already going into the fourth week...wow...school for me is already settling down quite steady...juz go school,do school and leave school.its not like back in secondary school where i'll stay back late like mad until the auntie had to chase us out of the school..somehow I just don't feel belonged...maybe bcoz of the fact that its like so big a congregation...and yea, did i told u i hate crowds??its like so many people and when i see so many ppl..i faint..weaving through the crowds...elbowing one another...its like you're in a ruby match...argh...which explains why i'm never a town-goer..
Speaking of town,was at the Fish & Co bhind PS. wit the F.A.T members...in case u dun noe wat F.A.T means...it's called the Food Appreciation Team(hoe innvative can they get??!)...basically they come out like every once a month and go around Singapore eating...yum yum..had a very fullling meal yesterday...=)
meanwhile...
I need to feel love...life....and my bed...
so think i'll go sleep...coz...life is all about...s..lee...p..i..n...g...ZzzZzzzz..>Z.zz..z>.z..z..z>z..z.z.z..
Monday, September 22, 2003
chemistry=mYstery=i'm h|s+0ry!!=p
ok.. i'm having feedbacks that wat i wrote yesterday was totally too serious and scary..lol..sad to say..hehez..i was advised to write something light-hearted today..to tell ya the truth i am totaly culeless as to wat may be light-hearted..so i guess i would juz carry on writing wat i want to write...fua hahaz..anyway..it had come to my notice that my blog has somehow unknowingly become a prata's fan club blog..my tag board is FL00DED with 'pratas'!!fua hahaz..oh well..nothing wrong with tat..coz i LUVVVVV..uncle prata's prata!!hehe!!oh yes.. and one more thing..people!!pleaseplease sign my guestbook ya??veri sad u noe.. onli one kind soul signed(after much reminder =p)..so be sure to do tat ok?hehe.. =paywy.. today's chemistry paper was ..like wat my topic is.. a mystery!!hehez..i managed to squeeze my way thru the paper and barely had enough time to cover those ques. that i skipped..lol.. then the dnt paper..two and a half hours..=\..sit until butt burn a hole on the chair..=p well.. haha.. i'm left with quite a few papers before sch ends..sch ends..hmm..how will it be??will i rot to death..i hope not..=p anyway..to everyone who is having exam fever at this point of time..Jia You worz!!hehez..hao le gonna do some revison later..looking forward to tml's prata fellowship hehe!!bua|Z!! =p
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i dun know how i did it.
i dun know how it happened.
i sprained my ankle and i'm in pain now...ye ouch!!! i still can walk but its quite painful...hahaha...
Sunday, September 21, 2003
BGR??how well do u noe??=p
wah hahahaha!! i figured this would get ya attention..hehhe!!=pphew... wat a day!! hehez...i went to church today with my heavy eyelids and sleepy head..well its pretty normal i guess..considering that i woke up at 1030 when i was suppose to be ready and be off at 1100!! fua hahahz..our CG(cell-group) gathered together after lunch for our CE(christian education) lesson..providing a little info 4 those whu r not christian..a cell-group is just a term for a group loh..hehez.. where we juz get together and talk about almost any thing under the sun!and well.. christian education is juz a time where we spend time with the word of God..tat is The Bible as a group. anyway..our topic of the term was 'Who is Satan??' but somewhere in between it suddenly turned to 'Who is tat gal in my sch i admire?? hehe..suddenly the boring and tiring faces started to light up..fua hahaz..everyone juz got so exicted and interested..(of coz lahz..=p)i mean.. whu is not?? mua hahaz..=p let's be honest.. at this point of our lifes..if u are not intersted in boys or girls..i think its time u see a doctor..a specialist prefered!!while there is no specific age as to when u can have a realtionship..there is however some guidelines tat we do haf to keep..=p here are some verses or two which inspired me during the session...maybe i can start with 1 Timothy Chap:5:1-2,"Do not rebuke an older man harshly,but exhort him as if he were your father.Treat younger men as brothers,older women as mothers,and younger women as sisters,with absolute purity."well this verse speaks well of how we should treat the oppsite sex..how important it is to have tat kind of mutual respect for each other..by treating them as brothers and sisters..a frend of mine use to sat tis to mi.. 'treat your bf/gf the way, u want ur brother's or sister's bf/gf to treat them(you siblings)..'th second verse tat i wld direct u all to is Romans Chap12:2 and 9'Do not be conform any longer to the pattern of this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.' i think most of us are conformed by the patterns of the world... one-night stands..sex b4 marriage...telling lies..love of money...voilence.. all these flase messages that are transmitted to our minds from all kinds of sources..tv...internet.. i guess we really need to think..wat is really right thing to do and wat is really not..to be able to distingush wat is good and wat is evil.. i guess it all links back to the mutual respect thingy..hehez...last of all here are the last 2 verses..Romans 12:9'Love must be sincere.Hate what is evil;cling to what is good.' i guess there is nothing much to say about this verse..fuahahahahz..above all,bring everything back to the lord and let his name to be glorified!!=p hehehez..i hope you're somehow enriched with these verses..hehez..during the session..i'm really gald tat we are open to each other..to be able to share views and points.. i feel blessed to be in my cg and really like to thank huai tze our cg leader whu is so open and patient towards us...hehez!! by writing this.. please noe tat that i'm not trying to say tat i am good or wat..and tat i am free from all these problems..i juz trying to be open juz like how my cg members are..and to share wat i feel and think...i do haf struggles like everyone..i do fall..whu doesn't?? but i get up and found peace in the lord..haf u?? hehehhez....wahz... i written so much le ahz??ai ya..lol..tis kinda thing i got a lot of things to say onez..hehehz..well i shld stop here le...wah hahahz.. u haf a nice day!!=p
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----=i remember this was the first time somone actually posted commments..but now can't se liao..hai..haha..see see i post BGR stuff everyone getting exicted liao hahaha...=-----
Saturday, September 20, 2003
showers of blessing again today...=p
phew..juz finished attempting to try my blog look A BIT more appealing.. now then i know how HARD it is to make a webby..to those whu made wonderfuls webby and webmaster.. Uncle Hao salute u ah!!=p well it sure isn't manz.. it took mi 2 hours to noe how to put a pic up!!wah!!!although it was quite annoying in the first place.. everything seems all so wrong.. but at the end of it i started to getta hang of it. and so far so good.. everything seems fine..(and i hope stays fine!!=p hehez..) aywy..i was on my way to church today for choir prac. when i realised my e-z link card's value is negative! mua hahha..ai ya.. so no chioce loh.. tong coins and get ticket..hehez..its been long since i have a bus ticket on a bus..hehez.. i remebered last time i use to keep all those bus tickets.. i also dun noe for wat.. then one day i left it in my pocket and off it went to the washing machine..when it came out it changed from a lot of tickets into one thick wet bunch.. fua hahaz.. i think tat was how i stopped collecting..=p well.. i reached church just in time for prac. and sang all da songs tat i dun noe how to sing..hehez.. and after all the 'humings' and 'lala-ings'.. went to b.p plaza to look for a decent sandals..my soles of the sandals came off last week..sobz sobz..wld be happy if there is anyone whu likes to sponsor mi..=p aywy.. its been raining this past few days so u r advised to bring an umbrella when you're out..and take care of yaself and try not to catch a cold!! god bless!! hehez.. well.. i wun tok much today le.. gotta sleep early and wake up for tml's service!!!! hehehe!!! =p
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Friday, September 19, 2003
Genesis to revelations!! UncLE ha0 say.. dun plAY pLAy!=p
Finally get to haf a chance to sit here again..Just to keep u all informed.. I haf a 'wonderful' brother aged 14 this year.. Basically he'll only appear in three places at home...First is his room where he'll lock himself inside for as long as I am in front of the com. Second is in my parents room where he'll watch TV for as long as I am in front of the com. Third.. Is him in front of the com lohz.. Fua haHAhz.. Tats the trouble when u haf one com and one of the party dun compromise..(ahem.. the other party is not mi lohz..=p)went to kfc to meet up with galv and ah tat..had a great time.. we started of with memorizing the books of da old testaments..which i had some difficulty to recall.. hahaz..but god is good..somehow i managed to get da hang of it and i was challenged to memorize the new test. as well..so i tot hmmm.. no harm trying.. amazingly..in one way or other.. i had some kinda way to keep the books in mind.. and there i haf it.. (PRAISE GOD!!=p)hahaz.. well there were some pauses and ponder here and there..hehez..but i think the real challenge would be able to memorize them after quite a while later..=p found kel and frends at kfc..(study!!jia you!!!) heez.. after tat i went home and not long my stomach began to growl..hehez..haiz... nowadays onli noe how 2 eat eat eat... getting lazier and lazier le..also catch myself finding excuses 4 not going to swim...how??! ah!!!=\ well ..nevertheless.. had bread and milo 4 supper at home and had a rare chance of really siting down with my parents to tok tok.. last time we use to do tis veri often.. and its been quite a while le..=p..so i toked abt mi gonna back to my grandma place after the o's and work as a rubber-tapper or smth...be a kampong boi 4 a while also not bad lahz..peaceful..quiet..(hey!sounds like a place 4 kel!! hehe!)but if that really happens.. one thing i would really missed would be my com!!=\(ya.. and my bro were be s00o0o0o happy..)gr....=p for some reason.. the supper turned out to be the tastiest supper i've ever had.. hehe...WeLL time 2 oi oi le...Fua hAhahAhz..
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-----In case u guys dun noe....the KFC near Hong Kah secondary is about to go into the history book....standing in it's place will be a new cofeeshop.It's really quite sad to see a place filled with sweet memories to be gone...every morning when i go to school,i would pass by it...i remembered how we would always gather there after our BB training to reward ourselves after a hard day's work...i can still hear the laughter we shared...the fun we had..the discussions we made...and also not forgeting our weekly KFC sessions with ah Galv...hee..well tats life...jiu(4) de(1) bu(4) qu(4),xing(1) de(4) bu(4) lai(2)....tats means old no go,new no come..no more KFC sessions there le!!!
but we tend to hold on to the past too tight..
but of coz...whu would dare to venture into the unknown...
well for a start,at least i dun..
but i'm trying.. =p
should be sleping now...i've class at eight tomorrow..no..today!!!hahha.. ok..tats was damn stupid...
anyway..juz had a little catch-up kopi session with my cousin and one of his neighbour at a near-by coffeeshop...was kinda of last minute thing..i was about to brush my teeth when he called mi..hehe..went down anyway..talked abt sch and stuffs..basically juz talk talk..chit chat..haha..now after kopi i cannot sleep..lol...
well,its getting really quiet and in my mind..i'm thinking a lot of things...like.."how to wake up at 6 tml...""when can i sleep"...hmmm...and other stuffs that only comes when all things are quiet...hmm...
aw well...think i'll juz read a book or something until i'm knocked out...
Thursday, September 18, 2003
neX+ paper pls..hehez..
alamak!!die le lah...the e.math paper was a killa..wan tan le..then came the question 10 which was on the graph one..which took mi 15mins to draw the stupid!dumb!cruve! dun noe why.. but everytime i draw finish the cruve surely got some part not beri natural one... then earse.. then draw..then earse.. then draw again..haiz..so sad..then no more time to do da rest..=\ hey at least tat shows i'm a perfectionist?? wah hahahaz..=p hmmz..the ss. paper lagi worse..i just wrote and wrote and wrote.. also dun noe wat crap i writing about.. my mind was like.. ai ya! juz whack lah.. hehez.. i whack until i didn't haf time to finish my essay ques well..in the end it worked out that my source-based ques. ans. was more than my essay's onez.. fua hahaz..better get some good grades.. if not is juz wasting all my pen's ink manz..=p but strangely.. days are passing by fast.. and i mean REAL FAST.. it wld b b4 long we finished tis and sit 4 da real thing..looking 4ward 2 tat.. but am i really ready 4 da o's?? or put it tis way.. are YOU REALLY ready for the o's??i'll leave tat ques 4 u all to ponder..hehe..ya.. aywy after da papers went to collect da photos..dun noe why i went there for..i also not in those pics.. fua hahaz..then after tat went to makan..but uncle prata no more prata!!(of coz lah.. 1plus le still got mehz..)=p gr... heez..lol..no choice order others..=p but it was fun to be able to tempt 'sum1' until tat person buay tahan!! wah hahahaz..=p hmmz.. got to get some slepp nowz... cHa0.. =p
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wherever i go..whatever i do..guard my heart Lord..guard my heart Lord...
I took my leave from the living room as the NKF Children's Medi Fund Charity Show is still on to write this blog..and probably after this..complete my assignments!!=) i figured out that if i stay and watch for another second,'m pretty sure tears are gonna start collectng in my eyebags and....u noe what i mean..
People say to see is to believe..in this case,i can't agree any better...seeing these childern going through tiring and painful treatment is already enuff to activate my tear glands to full power mode...but wait.
what about what the parents are going through??the pain of seeing their child suffer in pain...the sense of helplessness...yet.
they hung on.they have my respect.ah..i'm gonna cry le...
wishy washy ah-hao....=p
Thrid week coming rite up...everything seems ok..i guess...i'ld still like to keep my ACM mode..this time not because its fun..
because i need to run away...
Thursday, September 18, 2003
+|aN ah... Ra|N agA|Nz..=\
diuZ.. ra|n again.. hai yoyo..=p So today was quite a relatively short day for those whu had dropped their a-maths/POA..finished your eng. paper 2 and you'll be off.. the paper was easy cheesey..fua hahaz..some article about crab-fishing..never really knew wat in the world they wanted to choose this topic. whu cares?! =p..but i'm sure someones very happy tat it came out..(*hint hint AUng hehez.) The animal lover! =p told mi a alot of crap yesterday on da way home when i met him outside da gate..say wat 'U HUMANS ARE TOO MUCH, being so cruel to animals..' -_-"" duh!! as if he not human.. fua hahaz..nvm abt tat crazy fella.. hahaz.. anyway.. after da papers went to kpoitiam with square pants to makan..but we couln't find the rest of da bois.. hmm wonder where they went..after that i wen thome le.. quite boring when i reached home..feeling a bit empty bcoz it first strange when i come home to notice tat no ones sitting in front of da com eh??=p anyway.. due to the short time spent in sch.. i wasn't able to unlesh my acm..a bit disappointed lah.. hahaz.. hmm.. so is it good or bad?? hehe...ai ya.. nothing much to say le.. maybe later come back then write again.. hehe.. =p
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-=yawnz...i just woke up...i could have slept more like till 3???but mum was shaking and shoving me up..juz to ask mi up to eat breakfast....ah!!!but i juz wanna sleep!!!!!she even called my hp juz to wake mi up...how lame is that???!!!wah kao.....well,anyway that worked...but i feel like going back to sleep now..
later...ppl=-
you'll be surprise that after all one has done and go through in his or her life...its nothing significant about to compare...basically is all about the same...our worries..our fears...from very little things like waking up in fear every morning to see yet another pimple on your face to big things like who youll always think what others would think of u before u think about yourself...
is that common?
you bet.
we are all the same.
in one way or another.
but of coz given the fact that we were created the same in some ways...Fears,worries,troubles...or watever...i thnk i've already seen through the ways of the human heart..if not maybe even the ways of the world..to tell u the truth..i'm sick of it...worrying about things that are not worth troubling over...what if this..what if that..
SICK.
i'm sick of it.
And at this moment as i'm laughing away at U PPL whu are troubling over trival heart matters which are so totaly unnecessary.....i want to say.
GET A LIFE MAN!!!
i've say it once,i'm gonna say it the second time...
GET A LIFE!!!!
OVER AND OUT!!!!
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Prelims DAY one...
lets back track a little bit to yesterday...after watching tv decided to do some last mintue revision.To my horror.. turns out that its more than wat i imagine it is.. suddenly all the pages look new to mi! i was thinking.. gosh..what haf i been doing lately?? too much play and too less work i guess..anyway b4 that got ian to put up the tag board to at least try and slavage my webby...so remeber to tag mi guys!=p and yes! it looks plain and ugly,but i'm a computer idoit!hmmz.. guess the deco. can wait.. no rush so ppl.. bear with it!=p doing wrong things at the wrong time.. well tats wat i'm best at huh.. =p. i was pretty amused by the way my brother trying to walk in and out of his room every five minutes interval..and everytime trying to professionally and acting accidentally looking in my way to see if his tupid brother is done with the com.. then he would make his way to the kitchen and 'tries' to do something and then go back to his room.. lol.haha..just thinking of it makes mi laugh fua hahahz..so i tried hard to get everything in my head until i doze off on the study table..woke up at 3 and crawled to my bed..(wat were u thinking? tat i wld study when i wake up? haha..) dun noe why.. suddenly feel veri depressed.. probably worried abt the papers loh..(*fang hao also noe wat is worry??!)and strangely.. whenever i have tis kinda feeling.. another feeling starts to kick up..acm! haha..the coldest..coolest..most irritating and annoying attitude.. heez yes! its coming back to huant mi! hmmz.. maybe these few days i've been talking more than usual and its time to gif my mouth some rest..=p actualy acm also quite cool onez..try it and u will noe!! if u can tahan tat is!! haha!=p
well ..the morning was fine.. juz that i came to sch with an empty head.think i left my brain at home...hmmz.. =p the first upcoming paper was english paper one..had NOT MUCH DIFFICULTY doing it.. but i think i wrote sometihing very lame on my compo.. haha.. you'll haf to see it to believe it..hehe.. then break.. then PHYSICS..i flipped through the paper and shook my head..the paper was damm easy.. juz that i nvr study.. so sad!! no one to blame..=p gotta work hard on da rest !!=phmmz.. a bit hungry le.. hehe.. hai ya.. y0u yao xia yu le.. sianz.. haiz.. then i go get some sleep le after makan....=[ watch out 4 the ACM boi guyS!!hehez oh yes.. happy birthday aston..=p
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these posts were actually written a year back...took a couple of hours to went through them again...brings back memories... =) i've pasted them here bcoz i'm afraid that the posts wld be gone anytime from blogspot server...for those whu haf read my old entries before..juz take it as a revision!!! =p..bare with it..haha..
Sad that all he comments were gone..and i dun get to read them again...
i'll try to stall time for not writing in the future by posting these entries one by one..hehehe...
for now...here my....
MY VERY FIRST ENTRY
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
fua hahaz..
hello hello?
ahem.. testing.. am i on?? ok.. i'm on..well anyway this is the first entry i'm gonna make so i gotta make it longer..=p ok.. first i would like to thank this wonderful service provided by the webby.. to let mi haf a chance to post my thoughts and feelings here..wld like to thank also my mum.. dad... bla..bla.. haha.. well so much for the commenting.. hehez so you guys muz be wondering why tis tupid fella start coming up with this tupid stuff? hehe.. well u gotta thank the rest of the' tupid' ppl whu kindda influence mi.. (juz jokin guys =p)but i think it is a good way to express ourself..or maybe to express u views and thoughts to others.. well thats wat i think..and yes! it beats writing down on journals..(i feel) coz the whole day i've been packed with books!!heez..in some way its less stressful to sit in front of a com than books..rite?! hahaz..hmm..today was quite an alright day.. sunny in fact..tempted to go 4 a swim.. haven done tat in decades!=p but ended sitiing here ..hehe.. well gotta find a day to work out.. getting fatter le.. heez..sch was the common term "LIKE THAT LOH'.. the usual stuff.. the usual things..well the fact that the prelims is ONE more day ahead kinda scares me..its like you're drawing closer to death (4 those whu haf not studied lahz)hahaz..but then again.. like they say.. always look on the bright side of life...=pa day closer also means a day closer to freedom!! hahaz..well.. i'm ending here.. wish mi luck 4 tml's prelims! heez =p
# posted by ah_how @ 4:45 PM
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the very same old confusing question that strolls up and down in our lifetime...
what is life?
I think there is no defination to this stupid question...ones's answer would without a doubt..defers from other's.
To me,life is basically a limited period of time.And in this period of time,u do things...right and wrong..wise...stupid...
Its seems to mi like a kind of competition...u do some many things..u strived to carry out the best..u became the best...you're on top of the world..ya so what??dun forget when ti's all over..at the end of this "competition"...you'll be reduced to dust..whats was so glorious and grand in your life is now but a peck of dust..
Now before anyone starts to object to what i say,let me clarify..i'm not trying to tell u guys that u all should't work hard towards your goal and juz slack away..now that's not what i meant..Try and strive..Juz dun try too hard...u dun haf to push yourself so hard to make things happen..dun think ts gonna work out loh..
"Que siera....siera...whatever will be..will be..."
i guessed i've understand the lyric..haha..just that i haven accepted it as a lyric.. =)
"ming liou yao shi..lalala..forgot the lyrics.."
hmmm..so after toking the whole load of stupid shit...wad is life to me.....hmmmmm....how abt u?wats life to u??
Maybe its really just about sleeping afterall..fua hur hur hur..
School started and its the second week..and soon the third...the fourth..bla...i'm not enjoying them at all...assignments are back to huant mi...the usual early waking up has to be done...my relationship with the class suck..i'm not interacting,or maybe i dun feel like interacting..it was worst than i've expected...in fact,it felt worse than my first week in sch when i was enrolled into secondary school...everything's wrong LOL..
well,whu cares man...at least i dun and tats enuff 4 mi to say whu cares..haha..
aw...poor ah-hao...=-(
anyway perfectly a-ok with tat..in case u didn't know..being a loner was my part-time job in my scondary school..i think now convert to full time is the best time..fua hahahaha..
aw well,better get ready to go to school now..chaoZ...
oh ya...Encore telecast for smallville last nite...but i fell asleep on the sofa!!alamak!!!!...