Damm...left my Basic ThermoFluid book in class...how am i gonna get it back...sem is ending and i won't be going back to that class... shit...worst till, how i gonna study??LOL..wanted to go play pool,went all the way to West Coast RC...reached there, FULL HOUSE...with 8 people on the waiting list~~ ZZZZ
what a rotten day...
Our life is like a bottle,it is empty initially.With nothing inside.
Then along the way,someone comes and fills us up with water.We feel happy,we feel useful and we feel important to that someone.
Sometimes,they'll forget to cap us up and let the sun soak up our precious water,but never mind they'll refill us.
Sometimes they'll use us to drink the water but never mind they'll refill us again.
But the worst is when they use the straw,and "suck" up the water until we're dry.And then, drop us away.Like we've served our purpose.
It "sucks" huh??
Now u know why life is like a straw?? HA....
Once there's no water in the bottle,there's no life...
Back to where the bottle began, EMPTY.
A very acomplished naval commander was on board of this giagantic naval warship which was sailing across the Pacific Ocean.Having served in the Navy for more than 40 years,the commander was well respected by all ranks for his contribution made for the country.Everyone knew he was the best of the best, the cream of the corps.
Soon it was night time and a storm just hit.As they were sailing across the deep blue ocean in the middle of a dark and stormy night, the commander recieved a signal, a morse code saying:
"You're in a collision course with me,turn 50 degrees right now."
Feeling a bit offended, he repied by using the code again:
"No,YOU are in collision course with me, YOU turn 50 degrees right now.",wondering why he should give way instead of him.
A few mintues later, a code came back saying:
"Negative,You are to turn 50 degrees immediately before we collide."
This time round the Commander was fuming and he replied back:
"I using the rank of the Commander of the ship,order u to turn 50 degrees now!!"
The reply came back again:
"I am just a second class private sailor,but u still have to turn 50 degrees before we collide in 5 mintues."
Now the Commander was really really very angry.How could a low rank sailor ask a commander to give way?!!
"This is the Eagle One,world's largest warship ordering u to turn 50 degrees!!!"
A few mintues later the reply came back...
THIS IS THE LIGHTHOUSE,ASKING YOU TO TURN 50 DEGREES RIGHT NOW."
In the end....the Commander had no choice but to turn 50 degrees to their right~~~
Sometimes in life,we think we know eveything.
But actually we know nothing.
wasting my time.....not doing anything constructive.
i hate this feeling..
but how can i change?
There comes a time when things get numb,real numb.So numb that u can't feel anything...So numb that you simply can't be bothered...So numb that you no longer know what is the difference between pain and pleasure..So numb that you just shut off.
Just like how the song goes..
"I've become so numb
i can't feel you there
Become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you"
All i want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
Do not feel inferior,because what matters is the interior.
Do not feel rejected,because you're the most precious pearl i've collected.
Do not feel helpless,because it'll make me feel more useless.
Do not feel alone,because you're not in my unwanted zone.
DO not feel pressured,because you're being watched i assured.
Do not feel me,beacuse i guess things would be better if we let it be..
Fireworks!!They're beautiful..i was watching at the comfort of my flat..although it wasn‘t up close and personnal,got blocked by a few bulidings...but i still managed to catch a glimpse of the spectacular sight.
Fireworks,sure they're beautiful...but they dun stay that way...boom** the fireworks lit up the lonely dark sky,suddenly the world is filled with colors!!and you go "WOW".And then the next minute,it's gone..The sky is once again dark..lonely again...
Just like how relationships with each other work... one moment you could the bestest friends in the whole world for all you care,your world filled with colors...and the next...you become strangers..unknown to each other..so distant..so far...
The sky has become dark....ONCE AGAIN...
hey it's national day...happy national day!!
hmm..feel like cycling down to kallang..to catch the firworks...just like last year..although the place was crowded...but it was fun...
fun....when was the last time i felt fun.....
i wake up,and feel the same thing..
i sleep, also feel the same thing...
Tired and weary..
i saw U but u never see m|.
i felt U but u couldn't feel Ml.
i missed U but u didn't miss m|.
i loved U but u wouldn't love M|.
I think of U but did u think of M|??
Or did U throw my name into the deep blue s3a??
You're happy now i can see,
with someone u loved so blessed and carefree.
It's time to let go and let it be,
to live in silence until i find my identity.
e.....i'm starting to hate beer already...it makes you burp.it makes u full. and most importantly,it makes u vomit!!haha..
solution?!?!
Liqour!!
Have you ever felt that you have everything in the world when what u have only is juz love??
Well..
Have you then,ever felt that you have nothing in the world when what u don't have only is juz love??
I guess that's juz how we work..
"Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope they can fly, because otherwise, you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why did I jump? But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is YOU."
ok it's not that i didn't wake up since last saturday...juz that i was too lazy to write...
anyway i'm gonna skip that story on Saturday...
the point is..we drank a lot..haha but it was cool...once in a while to feel high..
HAHA..bear that in mind..HIGH but NOT DRUNK...
Already Tuesday,weekends will come fast....days past...life goes on...with or without somethings in life..
all i can do now is wish that U are well...