There's this garden my neighbour has since 2 years ago.And there was one particular flower that caught my eye. I didn't noticed it until a year ago.Then one day,BAM!! and it got me.It looked ordinary,like any kind of flowers you would see in any garden.But those soft and bright pedals that could sure brighten up my day anytime...
It felt special to me,to my heart.
Some time later, a gardener came to man the garden...paying special attention to that particular flower that stood up amongest the rest..and so the flower bloomed and blossomed..and then when we thought what's next would be 'happily ever after'.Feeling too much of a burden to man the garden,the gardener left.
The greens turned brown..Soon after,the flower witherd and was dying.Trying to revive it,i sorted all ways to help save that once flourishing garden..but to no avail..
i was not the one that man the garden..
i was not the one that water them everyday..
i was not the one that had that sepcial touch with the flowers..
i was not the gardener.
Days passed, and then weeks,followed by months..
Suddenly, as sudden as it had started. The gardener came back, feeling that he should pick up what he has dropped.And so, the garden returned to what it used to be..
Pleasing to my eyes,but despairing to the heart.
Now,i look at my porch;barren and empty.
Thinking when will i have a garden of my own...
Study week...kinda bored...but lately been catching up some LOST season 2 serials i got from the net..and darn it's such a damm bloody good show!!watch till episode 5 now and keeps u begging for more...haha..
aw well,going school to do some revision tomorrow..
seeya.
A day where a simple dinner in a resturant could cost three times as expensive..
A day where u see girls and guys on the streets with flowers..
A day where u either feel so high up the sky or so low down..
A day couples look forward to,
and singles(like me) dread.
Ah...Valentine's Day...
Valentine my ass......
had this bad headache after movie yesterday..the pain was almost unbearable..tahan till home..vomitted out my mee kia.
Great,3 bucks down the toilet bowl.
quick bath,ate some panadols..can't remember how many and went to bed..
Pain still didn't go away.
That's the problem with headaches..the pain is inside your head..and there's basically nothing u can do to stop it..
i close my eyes..with the horrible pain still inside my head and had this silly thought,
"If i close my eyes,and never wake up again."
Then i started to imagine how my parents would discover my body..how they'ld arrange my funeral..and then there'll be this big big coffin that i'll be in..my frends were there..some weeping..others juz holding their heads down..
And just like this,as i continue to imagine my ideal funeral..i fell asleep.
Woke up today, the headache got a little bit better..Just a couple of "tremors" every now and then..other than that..i think i'm fine and not dying.Ha.Guess i'm gonna stay at home and rest today.