aH-Ha0's woRLd oF "ha0-n3Ss"

New singer, Tank.
Sounds a bit like David Tao and Cao Ge.

给我你的爱

等待一点一滴你对我感到安心
感觉朋友关系有了新的默契
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你
灵魂有了意义用每一天珍惜
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
雨和天空也有相爱的可能
望着你的微笑情不自禁
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算地球毁灭来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

wow, i could listen to this song forever man...

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来...
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开...

it was pouring at b.t today when i got there but i decided to try my luck and still gave it a shot to go for a round..how bad can it be??wet trial only what...

Well...
here's the result of thinking too highly of yourself..

Flew over my handlebar TWICE..
Ate a lot of dirt and mud..
But managed to transport my bruised and battered bidy back home..

Hmm..looks like i'll be out of action for these few days...

A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see and asked the students, 'How much do you think this glass weighs?'

'50 gms!'.... '100 gms!'...... '125 gms' ...... the students answered.

'I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor, 'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?'

'Nothing' the students said.

'Ok! What would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache', said one of the students.

'You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?'

'Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress and paralysis and have to go to hospital for sure!' ventured another student; and all the students laughed.

'Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?' asked the professor.

'No'

'Then what caused the arm ache and the muscle stress?' The students were puzzled.

'Put the glass down!' said one of the students.

'Exactly!' said the professor.

'Life's problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head and they seem okay. Think of them for a long time and they begin to ache. Hold it even longer and they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything'.

Remember!!!

Put down the glass...

Oh yea...aywy,well wishes for Winnie who's birthday is today once again!!
Stay happy, always no matter what!

=)

Be a Lake

LakeThe old Master instructed the unhappy young man to put a handful of salt in a glass of water and then to drink it. "How does it taste?" the Master asked. "Awful," spat the apprentice.

The Master chuckled and then asked the young man to take another handful of salt and put it in the lake. The two walked in silence to the nearby lake and when the apprentice swirled his handful of salt into the lake, the old man said, "Now drink from the lake."

As the water dripped down the young man's chin, the Master asked, "How does it taste?" "Good!" remarked the apprentice. "Do you taste the salt?" asked the Master. "No," said the young man.

The Master sat beside this troubled young man, took his hands, and said, "The pain of life is pure salt; no more, no less. The amount of pain in life remains the same, exactly the same. But the amount we taste the 'pain' depends on the container we put it into. So when you are in pain, the only thing you can do is to enlarge your sense of things.....

Stop being a glass.

Become a lake!

There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall.

When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment.

The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall. Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest. Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later.

The band that never left my wrrist since the day i wear it.

LIVESTRONG.

a toy.
An old antique toy that probably served it's purpose for the past decades.

It''s smiley mouth stretching across that wooden black face...it's movement might be restricted and a bit slow, and it might look a bit unrealistic.. but still it bought joy to the little childrens that came into the shop everyday.And the toy too, was happy that it brought joy to them.

Time flew and then it was the time of the New Age.Things changed rapidly,the new took lead and the old was forgottten.And of coz our little antique toy was not spared.Newer and more colorful plastic toys captured the hearts of the childrens,with more abilities and functions.And soon,no one wld ever set eyes upon this tiny little wooden toy..

Now,the toy lies on that dusty shelf.

Alone,by itself...watching and listening to the childrens beside playing and having fun with their latest new toys..wishing and wanting so much that they could just touch it even if they didn't want to buy it. But now..it can only just recall the times where it was so loved and occupied..

How often do we feel like that poor little antique toy??
Forsaken and forgotten..
The urge to be wanted,to be needed and appreciated.Even if it means for just that second of time.

I know for now i feel like one bloody anntique toy now.

hey.new skin.simplicity with a touch of black and white.

anyway, my server is infested with spyware.apparently u need to use any browser except IE to view my blog.

Damm.

School's starting tomorrow..

I was surfing youtube for some stupid and silly clips for some luffs when i found this clip..It a song written by these twin sisters..nice..especially the bridge part.

juz another lazy Saturday...came back from B.T in the afternoon...wash my bike...eat lunch...took a nap...wake up at 7..eat dinner...watch a bit of soccer..come online to blog..

ha..that's my peaceful nothing exciting life for you.

went back to Penguin with Brother P.C to collect our last pay...after that went back home to take a nap..then went out for a short neighbourhood ride...came back..did some packing in my room..memories flashed back..drawers after drawers..i looked through my Hong Kah Sec. Year book..and laughed...

"omg when did i grow so fast?!"

memories..sweet...bitter..sour...

Wang Shi Zhi Nen Hui Wei....

hey...fever got better...of coz it did....for all the gallons of plain water that went down my throat....
guess i'll be in pretty much 'alive and kicking' state by tomorow..
=)

i woke up this morning feeling a bit feverish...climbed out of bed,had a glass of water and went back to rest.
That was 10:15a.m.
After what seemed like a very short rest.I woke up again.This time my whole head was spinning.I can't even get up,my whole body was aching.Especially the joints at my legs and back..My whole body felt like jelly.
That was 5p.m.
Can't imagine i selpt for 17 hours.And i'm still tired.

Now i know..a bad fever has taken over my body..a very very nasty fever...=/
Aw...my head hurts like nuts!!!!!!
Somebody save miiiii......

what's new for today...
hmm aw...stayed at home for the whole day...after that crash yesterday,my wrist kinda hurt...ha..
Like they've always said..

"No Pain,No Gain"...

oh wait.Did i tell u i've finished my attachment??nth much really..there weren't any sad moments for me..ppl there were great...but my feelings still go to those at FELS...they feel closer to to me..=)
nuff said abt them..

ah, a week's break b4 school start...still plannng what to do for the rest of the week...hmmm...

Well..
can't wait to see some slutty BS chicks in action at Canteen 1...

haha.just joking..
CIAO.

i'm serious!!! just kidding!!!

wait!!!i mean i'm seriously serious!!!
I'M JUST JOKING....

oh ok!!!!maybe just a little not serious.
=)

had a pretty nasty fall at bt today...right tigh got kinda briused..but all is well...i'm alive and kicking..went home..bathed and slept like till 9pm++...
feeling sleepy again..

1:30am:just reached home from k-box.

1:44am:it has just started raining right after i had my bath..not really that heavy..just the sounds of soft little raindrops falling to the ground outside my window..The weather is not really cold..cooling instead.. the kind of 'lonely" cool...the ones that sips through the curtains and make u feel so isolated..
With almost everyone sleeping at this un-godly hour..i'm awake.and one just can't help feeling that at this moment,everything freezes.Time is not a factor anymore..nothing is a factor anymore..it's just me,myself and i.No one else.
You think,and then u think again..at the things you don't really understand..too much...and then, you think, at the things you already understood.Not much eh??And then u decided to write smth..to perfect this entry..

Late at night, when everybody is sleeping.
Stars were bright,but everything else was fading.
Rain i sight,the chilling wind came freezing.
Too much frostbite, i need some healing.
Thoughts ignite,it's was u i am thinking.
Feelings unite,but they just kept diluting.
I was right,it's time for leaving.
Heart had died,can anybody hear it weeping?

I just got back from work.Stupid Penguin Shipyard actually kept me and brother P.C for 13 hours..we got kinda stuck at another company from morning till 9pm..they were running some generator sets and engines...and they ran..and ran...in fact,it's still running as i'm talking!We couldn't take it anymore and left our mentor there to rot himself..too bad for him..ha..

jolly well time to update..

where shall i begin?? let's just start from the day where i left Singapore...the car journey wasn't really a pleasent one..sitting in a Proton Saga wasn't one of my favourite choice...but nevertheless the restless 6 hours journey finally came to a rest at a Town near my grandma's kampung where we were suppose to pay respect to my Great-grandpa and Great-grandma...

Climbed this hill that we always climbed,cleaned up the grave...bla bla...this year, we decided to get smth special for them...a bag...a very good bag...hahah..you'll get what i mean when i post the photos later..

after everything..it was makan and more makan...that's all i remembered.i never felt hungry in that 2 days.But all the time i find food in my mouth..From the savoury by the road side "che chong fen" to the mouth-watering 3 RM BIG BIG bowl of Wanton Mee...ah....gotta have them all!!

well, 2 days passed fast and it was time to return...i love that place..the morning air..the kampung life..slack...slow-paced...relaxing..You don't have to worry about anything..when we sleep,we sleep with doors unlocked..when we walk out of the house,we walk out knowing everyone..it's that kampung spirit that i admire a lot..that kinda of "live life without any pressure" style..when you're free...u take your motor out for a spin...or go to your plantation to pluck a few fruits..or even go hunt some wild boars for your dinner..

here, there's no time for u to breathe..u live under pressure..u cannot complain..because you're not the only one living under pressure..to sum it up,it's tiring living here in SG...

Face it,admit it.

Every single day, we worry about this, we worry about that..

How to earn lots of money???
How to get good grades??

I'm kinda sick of this life.Who's not??
But we're all kinda stuck in this stupid circle..nothing much u can do about it..you just gotta make the best out of it..

aw well,heres the photos i took..

Look what we got for Great-grandpa and grandma!!

Close-up.

Probably the only time u get to see LV bags getting burnt purposely.=)

On top of the hill...

ha!!!once again!!!weekends are here!!! a lot to say..much to share...but not now!!!cause i'm packing my bag,going to Malaysia for Qing Ming...i'll be back on Sunday..

so till then..

damm!!! before i have time to write anything about my weekends...Monday is round the corner...
hmmm, looks like i'll have to start looking forward to the next weekend again... haa..