it's coming to an end for the month of Jan.seems like time just went on faster than i expected. in a moment i'll be taking my my two papers.. and then everything is gonna end. 3 years and it felt like just 3 days.
it's gonna be a new start after all these and i already have plans installed for me..well.not all planned out but i'm working towards that direction.
there're a lot of things that i don't understand, or perhaps i don't wish to understand..
hmmm...i guess it doesn't matter anymore.
Love at First Sight
by Wislawa Szymborska - 1993
They're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
Such certainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.
Since they'd never met before, they're sure
that there'd been nothing between them.
But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways -
perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?
I want to ask them
if they don't remember -
a moment face to face
in some revolving door?
perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd?
a curt "wrong number" caught in the receiver?
but I know the answer.
No, they don't remember.
They'd be amazed to hear
that Chance has been toying with them
now for years.
Not quite ready yet
to become their Destiny,
it pushed them close, drove them apart,
it barred their path,
stifling a laugh,
and then leaped aside.
There were signs and signals,
even if they couldn't read them yet.
Perhaps three years ago
or just last Tuesday
a certain leaf fluttered
from one shoulder to another?
Something was dropped and then picked up.
Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished
into childhood's thicket?
There were doorknobs and doorbells
where one touch had covered another
beforehand.
Suitcases checked and standing side by side.
One night, perhaps, the same dream,
grown hazy by morning.
Every beginning
is only a sequel, after all,
and the book of events
is always open halfway through.
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"Perhaps they've passed by each other a million times? "...
ever wonder that the one that you are looking for all your life is right round the corner,but u never notice?
it could be the guy that u always say hi to on the bus.
or that girl that you see every morning walking in the park.
could they really be around us??so near yet so far that we don't realise it??
"Such certainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still. "
The uncertainty...
i'll be waiting.
2 weeks later and it's back to school..
1 and a half months later i'll be out of school..
6 months later(hopefully,no later pls..) i'll be in an island..
2 years later i'll be looking for a job..
and in between there'll be loads of stories to tell..
Welcome 2007!