leap year.
a special day for ppl born this time of the year.
BUT..
it's just another normal day for the normal guy..
=/
Finally i get to book out on Friday.
My next goal is to get an IPPT Silver.
Right now setting and reaching goals are the only thing that keep me going.....
The rest....are not important anymore.
valentine's day creep past me quietly once again..another year i curse and swear abt it.
Valentine my ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!
=/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/
EMO Post.
=/
So CNY has come to a stop.And on goes with our lives again..My short holiday ended.Been rotting at home these few days.It is evidently the most boring and suckiest CNY i've ever had.
Argh!!!!!!!!!
I'm angryyyyyyyyy!!!!!
with what?i have no clue.. maybe because..
i just feel so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
靠近-李圣杰
走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起
Don't feel like smiling? Two things,first FORCE yourself to smile. If you're alone, force yourself to whistle or hums tune or sing. ACT as if you were already happy, & that will tend to make u happy.
"Action seems to follow feeling, by regulating the action, which is under the more direct control of thewill, we can indirectly regulate the feeling, which is not."
Thus the sovereign voluntary path to cheerfuless, if our cheerfulness is lost, is to sit up cheerfully & to act & speak as if cheerfulness were already there.
Every body in the world is seeking happiness - and there is one sure way to find it. That is by CONTROLLING your thoughts. Happiness doesn't depend on outward conditions. It depends on INNER conditions.That determines your happiness.
Interesting eh?
Smth i read in a book.
FORCE yourself to smile.
ACT as if you were already happy.
CONTROL your thoughts.
INNER conditions determine your happiness.
Read it.
So can i do it?? =/
hmmmm....
After two weekends confinement..Finally a long weekend,a well-deserved break.It feels good to be home.Physically and mentally drained.
I can't think properly..Why are memories still stuck in my head?Refusing to leave me..
You're the sweetest dream,
yet you're the darkest nightmare.
You're the sunny day,
yet you're the gloomy night.
You're the brightest moon,
yet you're the fallen star.
You're the clamest wind,
yet you're the roughest sea.
To love or to hate?To hate or to love?
I can't make a decision.I can't.I just can't.
So i decided to make another decision.
To join the navy as a career,to sail the seven seas,to get away from this little red dot,to see the world..
With my relevant diploma in Marine & Offshore,i guess it isn't a bad idea..I just hope i can finish my course before August because one of the vessel will be leaving, going round the world for a exchange programme.
CNY eve.Listening to the radio..all CNY songs..Somehow,CNY feels different this year..Quiet,dull,plain..My parents decided not to go back Malaysia this time round.I've no place to go. Anyone who is just as bored as me,give me a ring and i'm sure we can work smth out. =)